Xanax with a 'Z'

Soooo...
I'm sitting here with my life in boxes, minus a few pieces strategically placed to resemble a home, ready to close on the house, when the feds change their ...their, whatever it is they changed. I'm so confused by all this.

My first loan app expired, so my lender had to update my file. Sometime during the last week the government changed the credit requirements for loan approval, kicking me out all together.

No shit.

Soooo...here I sit in boxes, I already said that didn't I? Do I have any idea what will happen at this point? No. Do I have faith it will work out as it should? Yes. Is it 100 degrees in this God forsaken state? Yeppers.

I'm not worried, maybe I should be, but I've just been through too much to let this make me crazy. It will either happen or it wont, buying the house.
If need be I'll lease another year, more inner city. Save gas to school.

Here's the deal:
I wasn't on a bridge that collapsed, and I'm not trapped in a coal mine...my life isn't bad, it's just a pain in the ass.

I have a house full of sprinkler-drenched kids armed with balloons and chicken nuggets. Neighborhood plus mine, and they're in the moment. Kids this age don't know any other way, do they?
Not a bad way to live really...

   

Balloons, nuggets, and living in the moment with a script of Xanax...plus 5 refills.

Comments

[Stef]

Well, that sucks, changing the rules in the middle of the game... but things will work out for you. I have faith.

And, there are some times I wish I had Xanax. This isn't one of them though. Life's pretty sweet at the moment. Even with the bumps, bruises and wrong turns. I've got a goal, and I have to be about that, or it won't work.

[Maggie]

Awesome. Hang in there. My fingers are crossed for things to just work out smoothly for a change.