Momnesia (you know you got it too)

Where have I been?
I've been suffering from "Momnesia"

If I make it until school is out, which of course I will, Mer and I will both be better people for the year. But y'all, I'm tired as hell, can't write to save my life, and am more busy than if I were working a full time paying job.

How do people do it with no family? No babysitters called "mom", "dad" and all the in-betweens? No one is going to save me but me, yet I'm supposed to "Turn it over"?

Right.

Well, for all of you out there bitching about your "Other", just try imagining what it would be like without that "Other"?
For all of you complaining about all your "Problems", if money can fix them, they 'aint problems. They're inconveniences, and inconveniences pass.

Terminal Cancer does not pass, it consumes.

Wake up and smell reality...you are blessed beyond words.
If you don't like your job, get a new one or work for yourself.
If you have a healthy kid ((hug)) them tight and thank GOD they are.

If your heart is broke, it will heal.
If (big if) you're brave enough to take the risk of letting someone in again.

When I was a ginormous cow, people either looked right through me (ignored) or ridiculed me.

When I was 98 lbs, I felt nothing because I was cannibalizing my internal organs (including my brain)

When I was numb on chemicals I didn't care what happened and called it "Faith".

When I met someone I liked, I took them hostage.
When I released my hostages I became a victim.

Life is precious short, and things make us feel whole...temporarily.
Then what? If nothing changes nothing changes.

Momnesia wants a nap to help Mer-boy grow.

I believe miracles are among us, if only we keep our head out of the toilet.
One Day At A Time.

Comments

[Chris]

I find it interesting that people write their best when they say that they are "too tired" to write anything.

Thanks for this one...I needed it today.

[Jonathan]

One of the best blog posts I have read in a very long time. Excellent stuff.